Diary

2024.09.17

today i saw a cat with no tail. it always makes me sad, a cat should have a tail. they communicate through it, so that cat i've seen has no way of speaking to another cat. they also get their balance through it and, the most important aspect, it's beautiful. breeding should stop, leave animals alone. (obviously i still accept and love cats with no tails, it's just sad, just like the ones with short paws)
currently listening/watching: this all reminded of this film, Pelle Svanslös, about a cat born without a tail who's being bullied by other cats. i did not grow up on it so i have no nostalgia for this movie, but a lot of good cats designs.

2024.09.17

sadly not much to say, i have been busy with work so i could not do as much on here! i feel like i'm staring at screens 24/7 right now and when i get home i never do what i set out to do. hope to have a more substential update in the coming days. i've been messing a lot with sheepshaver i love it, so many softwares to try. i'll definitely talk about these on the logbook at the end of the month!
currently listening/watching: nothing lol

2024.09.15

thanks to a friend, i discovered that i could emulate old mac games on my modern mac via sheepshaver. finally, i’ll be able to play games such as cosmology of kyoto, chop suey (every theresa duncan game actually; i’ve read many articles about her and i’ve looked at her archived blog many times), eastern mind and chuteng. all have been on my backlog for so long, and since they’re all (mostly) short experiences, i think it’ll be easier for me to fit them into my currently busy schedule.

i haven’t read as much as i want lately. i love queen of the damned so far, but it’s harder to get into it since the first part is a series of loosely connected chapters. all i want is for the brat prince to come back. the talamasca chapter i’m at reminds me of rivette’s movies. i love secret societies.

i had many dreams last night and one was about a shelter of grey cats. one of them had no hair on the left side of its face, it was very sad. should I add a dream diary to this website?
currently listening/watching: this version of clair de lune because of moon. will probably talk about it someday. just started a new game after never finishing it... i love it so much.

2024.09.14

hello and welcome to my website! as you can see, it is still quite under construction. it will be a place for my thoughts, interests, hobbies, a place where i hope you will have fun and will want to stay. take a seat next to the fire and hang out with me :-)
currently listening/watching: the latest zeph&ramo documentary. i think it's an essential watch for anyone who's creative, likes weird art and is interested in building/is craving for a community.