Diary

2024.11.12

today was a big day. first, mcr announced a new tour. i'm quite unsure how i feel about that. i thought they didn't want to become a nostalgic act and here they are, doing just that. then, why are their tour announcements always so elaborate? why do they always create new lore only for a couple of shows? it makes me wonder if there's more to it than just a tour, which doesn't really make any sense in the first place since tbp released in 2006 so an anniversary tour should have been in 2026? it's strange. i'll see how much are the tickets for the show in toronto friday...

second, i got a new job. it's not a dream job, but i'll have access to books and i guess that's all i need. i've been working at the same place for almost five years now and it always made me feel stuck. the job often felt humiliating, i could not show what i was truly capable of. with this new opportunity i think that i'll finally feel useful. i guess i'll see... even though i hated my current job it feels strange to leave it. i've been there for so long it feels like a second home... a really toxic one. i was becoming part of the furniture. i helped formed an union over there, my name is even on the union contract. i guess i did everything i could for this place. i'll miss my colleagues, but i can see them whenever so...

currently listening/watching: still watching breaking bad, and obviously listened to some mcr songs today before they announced a tour...

2024.11.01

i just updated the logbook for october. i'm sorry for the deadly silence, october was a busy and chaotic month and whenever i had free time i didn't feel like updating the cabin. hopefully, in november, there will be some changes. stay tune!

2024.09.30

finally updated the logbook for the month of september! you should take a look ;-)
currently listening/watching: been wasting a lot of time on any austin's channel lately. i like how he makes you see little things that you usually forget about while playing big games. someone worked on these powerlines, on the flow of these rivers, and it might sometimes be imperfect but it's always beautiful.

2024.09.26

almost ten days without any updates. i hope to get back on the site soon. you should expect the first update in the logbook section this weekend!

since i haven't made the dream section yet, last night i had many wild dreams. i've dreamt i was eating an entire jar of plump and juicy dill pickles, and i wanted more. i was on the lookout with friends for new pickles to eat. i'll buy a jar tomorrow.
currently listening/watching: currently listening to long season by the fishmans, and listened to the new the cure song earlier today, which was surprisingly good!

i've also been obsessed with live cams recently, especially since at work i have a big monitor that's empty most of the time. my favourites are this, this and also the ones on this channel because they are quite mysterious...

2024.09.17

today i saw a cat with no tail. it always makes me sad, a cat should have a tail. they communicate through it, so that cat i've seen has no way of speaking to another cat. they also get their balance through it and, the most important aspect, it's beautiful. breeding should stop, leave animals alone. (obviously i still accept and love cats with no tails, it's just sad, just like the ones with short paws)
currently listening/watching: this all reminded of this film, Pelle Svanslös, about a cat born without a tail who's being bullied by other cats. i did not grow up on it so i have no nostalgia for this movie, but a lot of good cats designs.

2024.09.17

sadly not much to say, i have been busy with work so i could not do as much on here! i feel like i'm staring at screens 24/7 right now and when i get home i never do what i set out to do. hope to have a more substential update in the coming days. i've been messing a lot with sheepshaver i love it, so many softwares to try. i'll definitely talk about these on the logbook at the end of the month!
currently listening/watching: nothing lol

2024.09.15

thanks to a friend, i discovered that i could emulate old mac games on my modern mac via sheepshaver. finally, i’ll be able to play games such as cosmology of kyoto, chop suey (every theresa duncan game actually; i’ve read many articles about her and i’ve looked at her archived blog many times), eastern mind and chuteng. all have been on my backlog for so long, and since they’re all (mostly) short experiences, i think it’ll be easier for me to fit them into my currently busy schedule.

i haven’t read as much as i want lately. i love queen of the damned so far, but it’s harder to get into it since the first part is a series of loosely connected chapters. all i want is for the brat prince to come back. the talamasca chapter i’m at reminds me of rivette’s movies. i love secret societies.

i had many dreams last night and one was about a shelter of grey cats. one of them had no hair on the left side of its face, it was very sad. should I add a dream diary to this website?
currently listening/watching: this version of clair de lune because of moon. will probably talk about it someday. just started a new game after never finishing it... i love it so much.

2024.09.14

hello and welcome to my website! as you can see, it is still quite under construction. it will be a place for my thoughts, interests, hobbies, a place where i hope you will have fun and will want to stay. take a seat next to the fire and hang out with me :-)
currently listening/watching: the latest zeph&ramo documentary. i think it's an essential watch for anyone who's creative, likes weird art and is interested in building/is craving for a community.